Making a difference!

I am in love with this kid!!! He might be little but he sure as heck makes a solid point. If we were all awesome and danced life will be a cool place...! I watched all his videos and to think he's a sick kid. People with deformations somehow manage to make the most of the world. 'Normal' folks really just sit there and watch it go by....Something unbelievably strange about that....

His attack on Josh Growban absolutely gorgeous!

Another person who's life totally amazed me!

 Nick Vujicic: He is a motivational speaker and travels round the world talking to people mostly youths! And he is a believer!!! How someone in his position conquered his outer appearance and shone from within beats my imagination! Incase you didn't notice his wife is gor-geous!

Nick Vujicic

So beloved readers! clearly you're grown and have all your limbs intact or atleast most...What are you doing or planning on doing to make a change? It doesn't have to be big...Volunteering, feeding a homeless guy etc something small.....There's a saying "God will bless you publicly for the good you do behind close doors" (i might have changed the words a little but the message is thesame :) )

Be awesome!

Peace&Love

CeeTee

you planned and failed?? still move on!

As usual i was bitching about my life to a very dear of mine Koryn. Today she gave me a quote that has totally changed my perspective of everything. Hope it does for you too if you're a planner like me.

              I am a PLANNER!!!!! i always need to have everything in place. The kind of girl who makes good use of her post its and phone calender! LOL... i'm proud of that but i never realized that i shouldn't be too keen on it. For example; i plan on having you know say a B in an exam and it ends up being a C or i planned to go to the mall on friday but couldn't cause my ride got caught up with something else. I get pissed knowing fully well that i can't change what just happened. So bottom line i crack under pressure when things don't go the way i want.. Perfectionist much? We can say that!

         Now with the quote "What screws us up so much in life is the way we always want and plan life to be."
   The life we are living in is a film put together by God. He alone can make the changes and he alone knows the next script. Now if things don't go the way we want, plan yet again and move on. Don't stay stuck at the crossroad cause the train broke down infront you. Cross that railroad at the front of the train! (totally just pulled that out of nowhere ;) ).  People like me stay pondering on the reasons as to why that didn't work out as we planned....using up time that we would have used to come up with a different plan. Nobody knows why you missed that plane..It could have crashed! I know you were tryna go to your sisters wedding but would you rather be dead or be alive to attend her 10th wedding anniversary?? and you miss that plane 10 years later yet again then plan on attending the 20th one keeping in mind other options such as buses,ships, trains etc....(i hope you get the drift).
 
               Life was never meant to be perfect. Reason why we don't exactly wake up to a kiss from a prince charming who slayed a dragon to find us. So yes so far life hasn't gone the way i wanted. but i'm growing towards accepting the fact that its OK! I know God has not forgotten me for now its someone else's time, MY TIME WILL COME. Like the french say; "Chacun son tour chez le coiffeur"

Hope i helped out a soul like mine out there :)
Peace&Love
CeeTee

Food for thought!

Fitting in!

As much as we dare to be different or try to stand out i still believe somehow someway we have to FIT IN. We have to still in our crazy style or habit appear normal to society or else you are labeled and not in a good way.
I think i'm still in the journey to finding who i really am..i wish there was a camp for that..there probably is but i will go in and come out a month later thinking i know who i am and then totally loose hold of it. So i'm taking my time to find myself. I've had my moments when i'm like..i want a body like that or a belly that or an ass like that ;) but fact is i've gotta embrace my own body and then the love begins from there...Other times O Larty!! this happens alot when i see this person or a someone's blog and i go i so want to dress like that..first of all that means switching my closet lol ain't nobody got time for that or the money..! But what i need to realize is that person has found her style and what she is most comfortable in..it suits her and her figure and no two people have the same figure..so i need to find what is me and what defines me..I'm still on that journey..one things for sure..i have no appeal for the gothic style so one down..lol like that helps anything.
I want to find that uniqueness in me..something that makes me stand out in a crowd. i've known  myself for this long and i'm still finding myself just great! hopefully i'll have it figured out soon lol..i don't want  to be 50 and telling myself i should have searched more or meditated more.
Talking about that, MEDITATION is a good habit something i should do more often. It helps you connect to your inner self and really does put you at ease.
HOW TO MEDITATE?
I won't tell you different from what most books or professionals tell you. Find a quiet spot in your house or just go for a walk and stay uninterrupted for 30 mins. Let your mind wonder and your thoughts will start rushing in. Now don't go walking downtown or by a strip of bars lol try going round a lake...it really does help.
 I like how i'm preaching but this is not something i do. I only meditate when i'm sad or troubled by something. Its a practice i will like to keep up with.
I hope i helped someone out there...And i know i wrote down stuff and possible answers but believe me its a lot harder than the eye meets. Cause i am still on the path of discovering who Crystal really is. If you have it figured out do share to how you got to that point and tell me what makes you UNIQUE?

Peace&love